U Don't Know

Life's hard, life so hard
 But I won't let it get it to me
 Baby, will you stick with me
 Life's hard, life's so hard
 But I can't let it stick to me
 Life's hard but I won't let it get to me
 A lotta of drama but I can't let it stick to me
 Stick with me cause I am never folding
 Stressed and depressed but I can never show it
 You don't know what I've been through no no,
 They don't know what I've been through no, oh
 He don't know what I've been through no, no
 He don't know what I've been through no, oh
 I had to hustle up in the struggle
 Really couldn't gear right so I caught a huddle
 Tears hit the floor in front of me there's a puddle
 Feeling so weak I can barely move a muscle
 I feel the stress in my bones leave me alone
 Hello are you there please pick up the phone
 A listening ear would take away my fears but they
 Block me out and wonder why I feel like they don't care
 My words are real I'm just saying what you're scared to say
 Committing crimes knowing they can take me away
 She's praying everyday cause I'm her only son
 I was never home I was living on the run
 Guns and drugs in my life the drama weighing heavy
 I'm the spoon on the edge you tryna keep steady
 I gotta stay ready my thoughts are always racing
 They didn't work so they took me off the medication
 I learned to have patience and express my feelings
 Put the pain in the mic and just make em feel it
 You don't know what I've been through no no,
 They don't know what I've been through no, oh
 He don't know what I've been through no, no
 They don't know what I've been through no, oh
 Do you know what I been through
 You can try my shoes on but they won't fit you
 I'm feeling low and I miss you
 You take me higher to places I've never been to
 I need that feeling right now pumpin through my veins
 They say I've changed I'm the same
 Just a different pain
 My first cousin just passed away that news was cray
 Last time I seen his face was 2008
 I numb my pain with so many drugs
 Abusing women for their money and their precious love
 Looking for trust but I can't find
 It can't even trust another person with nothing
 With my mind so messed up
 Do you know I got issues
 If you can deal with me then I come get you
 Let's hit the road I leave my pistol
 Ain't no worries in the world
 I'm safe with you
 Remember mama you told me it's us against the world
 I'm growing to feel that this is we in different worlds
 You're still my favorite girl
 You're just like superwoman
 Don't stress on your son cause I'm still learning
 I feel my body burning gotta get them demons off me
 I hear people talking saying they see me in the coffin
 I guess I'm out my mind that's what
 The Doctor say but he don't know my life
 He ain't with me everyday
 I wipe the tears away and I put 'em on my face
 I can't do wrong not in a
 That's why I love Monet
 I was born in the blue hill raised in the blue hill
 Mama raised her son by herself in the blue hill
 Daddy move to Africa
 Mama had to suffer hard working in and
 Out of jobs to get us out the trouble spot
 Little food up in a pot dinner plate was not enough
 Had to travel on a bus so grandmama can hook us up
 Then mama died in a car crash and I was all alone fighting by myself
 I had to grow up too fast
 I never knew my strength till I had nothing else