Menstrual Envy

I want this for the rest of my life
 It has now become a part of me
 Infection grows inside my poor urethra
 Bloods exits out the hole of my pipe
 Fluid spills and its absorbed by cotton
 I want this to happen every week of every month
 Out of commission for the week
 Unless she feels adventurous
 Long lived jealous of it before
 I hope she earns her wings
 Parasites infect my rod
 My cramps grow harsh, it leaks
 Smiling big all day and night
 I wish it'd always bleed
 Stuffing gauze down in my pants
 To soak up my discharge
 Holding back embarassment
 She thinks I've went too far
 Out of commission for the week
 Unless she feels adventurous
 Long lived jealous of it before
 I hope she earns her wings
 I will never change back to the old way
 My hole will always bleed for me
 I live for this
 The cramps, bloating, and fatigue almost feel completely worth it
 I will bleed and feel her pain so she doesn't have to
 Crave for blood
 Exude my strain
 Beg for waste
 Bleed within