Loaded

Loaded
 Playing with a bullet
 Am I loaded?
 Russian roulette to make you notice
 Pushing my buttons just to go there
 Put me at my lowest, yeah
 I've been looking for the man in the mirror
 Looking for the face of a sinner, yeah
 Tryna cut away any demons
 No, I shouldn't go, I'm just (?)
 When I'm on my own, it's different
 Start to hate the walls that I sit in
 Separate the thoughts from thinkin'
 I guess I'm gonna have to go out this weekend
 Lay down, take my heart out
 Let you climb in under my skin
 Just the same sound of my bad mouth
 And the voice in my head sayin'
 Loaded
 Playing with a bullet
 Am I loaded?
 Russian roulette to make you notice
 Pushing my buttons just to go there
 Put me at my lowest, yeah
 Loaded
 Playing with a bullet
 Am I loaded?
 Russian roulette to make you notice
 Pushing my buttons just to go there
 Put me at my lowest, yeah
 I started looking for the man in the mirror
 I've been thinking that my head is a
 Minute(?), yeah (is a minute(?), yeah)
 Using all my lovers for my sickness
 While I'm nursing all these spirits
 Like I'm tryna cure my illness, yeah
 And I've been tryna fight for my memories
 But I ain't got no time for (?)
 So I guess I'm my only enemy and you could never fix that
 No, you ain't got a (?)
 So I'm back, 'cause allegedly I committed crimes in my past
 Now I'm hiding from my felonies
 Well, my demons are my ecstasy and therapy
 I'm playing with my shot like I'm playing with my destiny
 I wanna live again, I can't even live again
 Bullets on my tongue, gotta hold it or I kill again (yeah)
 No shells here, not even a trace, no cap
 Might blow up my brains, anything to feel again
 Lay down, take my heart out
 Let you climb in under my skin
 Just the same sound of my bad mouth
 And the voice in my head sayin'
 Loaded
 Playing with a bullet
 Am I loaded?
 Russian roulette to make you notice
 Pushing my buttons just to go there
 Put me at my lowest, yeah
 Loaded
 Playing with a bullet
 Am I loaded?
 Russian roulette to make you notice
 Pushing my buttons just to go there
 Put me at my lowest, yeah
 Loaded
 Loa-, loa-
 Loa-, loa-, loaded