Spay Me

I fucked someone with words, broke a promise
 You forgave but you won't forget
 I pray the day will come, when you see I was numb
 Till you burned me with your cigarette
 But each fight leaves my vocal chords shattered
 I sing with my gums spiked with glass
 I pray and I beg like a dog
 Hump your leg till you spay my sorry, broke ass
 Singing:
 Why do you, always have to push me far away from you?
 All I want is to stay with you
 So naive, each time you leave, I always still believe in you
 Know that I'm holding you down
 Now you're out on the town
 The courage you found is spitting in spite of me
 Leaving me dead on the ground
 Cater to me or punch myself until my face is blue
 Later you'll be just as sorry as me for the things you do
 If I'm an arrogant prick shitting out heart attacks
 Then you're the queen of the dammed: feelingless, devoid of tact
 Hey I'm the crazy one here! I'm dying of a deep regret
 But I can't stand these nights I've spend alone, awake, begging
 Tearing my face apart like cheap leggings
 I'm sorry my love, I'm gone
 You keep egging this on
 What did I just do?
 Pack my shit up and go, I'm getting wasted
 Pack my shit up and go, I'm gonna face this
 What did I just do?