This is F***ing Ecstasy

I'm spinning yet I stride
 My satchel filled with files
 The secrets of the tribe
 The cameras follow me for miles
 Born a slave in 1984
 Discovered that my life
 Is just a record they performed
 A maze where I was placed
 Tell me what you think of this one
 Tell me what you think of this one
 'Cause now I've sold you out
 Now that there's no doubt
 Now I've called you out
 Now I've sold you out
 They strapped me to the roof
 And they cut right through me
 Digging through my wounds
 I watched them helplessly and shook
 Where are my pills?
 Where is my former lover?
 I've been betrayed by everyone I know
 Don't blow my feeble cover
 Tell me what you think of this one
 Tell me what you think of this gun
 Now I've sold you out
 Now that there's no doubt
 Now I've called you out
 Now I've sold you out
 'Cause the truth is this, I finally know
 What they conceived so long ago
 A baby rat for them to test
 The poison's on a rubber breast
 For me to learn, dependence on
 The shackles here, but now they're gone
 This place I live in hyper speed
 I shall not live, I shall not breathe again
 This is fucking ecstasy
 This is fucking leprosy
 It's like they're fucking testing me
 This is fucking ecstasy, hey