Beautiful Things

Time goes by
 And everyday
 I throw up my pills
 'Cause they don't kill the pain
 The only thing
 That severs my chain
 Is hoping that someone might feel the same
 And the voices I have only bring me to shame
 The blood on my hands only keeps me awake
 The answer is gone but my question remains
 Am I crazy or am I the only one who's sane?
 Because I'm honestly happier when I'm sad
 When I'm alone at least I know that I have my friends
 And if the beautiful things come to an end
 At least I know that I'm not dead
 I live in a world made of broken glass
 I get older but I swear the time doesn't pass
 The only thing that carries me through
 Is hoping that someone is hurting too
 And the voices I have are my only friends
 But they choke me so I know all my faith is dead
 The body I have only lasts till it's gone
 So after I die did I even exist at all
 Because I'm honestly happier when I'm sad
 When i'm alone at least I know that I've have my friends
 And if the beautiful things come to an end
 At least I know that I'm not dead
 And maybe some day when the stars are dead
 We'll fall in love with the earth again
 And maybe some day when the earth is dead
 We'll fall in love with ourselves again
 And maybe some day when the stars are dead
 We'll fall in love with the earth again
 And maybe some day when the earth is dead
 Well maybe we'll wish that we'd done things better
 And maybe some day when the stars are dead
 We'll fall in love with the earth again
 And maybe some day when the earth is dead
 Well maybe we'll wish that we'd done things better
 And maybe some day when the earth is dead
 We'll fall in love with ourselves again
 And we'll fall in love