Pool of Fears

I feel it all surround me
 Breathe all your hate into my lungs
 I know that you can't stand me
 Cannot help the way that I've become
 But all I wanted to be was
 So much more than I am now
 It doesn't even matter
 The thoughts from you were just so loud
 I'm not afraid
 I've been here for so long
 Escape from me
 My world is breaking down
 I try to see right through this
 But I think you know the way I feel
 Cannot see beyond this
 It all just seems so unreal
 It's so hard to peel
 This mask of you that's on my face
 I feel it running through me
 Those thoughts of you that I disgraced
 I'm not afraid
 I've been here for so long
 Escape from me
 My world is breaking down
 I'm not afraid
 I've been here for so long
 Escape from me
 My world is breaking down
 Is there a way to feel this?
 The thoughts inside my head
 But in the pool of fears I swim in, I hold on to the ledge
 Right, but its not right
 I'm not afraid
 I've been here for so long
 Escape from me
 My world is breaking down
 I'm not afraid
 I've been here for so long
 Escape from me
 My world is breaking down
 Is there a way to feel this?
 It's coming to me
 The thoughts inside my head, they flow within me
 But in the pool of fears I'm out onto the ledge
 I hold on to the ledge
 But in the pool of fears I swim away from you