Slow Suicide

I'm not evil
 No matter what you think of me
 I'm just human
 There's a part of you that's just like me
 I have fallen
 I have broken every piece
 Heard heaven calling
 I could only reach this from my knees
 And now I believe
 I can't let this life pass me by
 In a blink of an eye it ends
 I can't let my tomorrows decide
 What I am in this life
 It's like committing slow suicide
 (I was committing slow suicide)
 (They want it)
 (I was committing slow suicide)
 It's no secret
 I can't pretend, I can't forget
 What I've done
 Every day I live with the consequences
 I let it beat me
 Let it kick me, let it throw me to the floor
 Those days are over
 I'm moving forward
 It can't hurt me
 And now I believe
 I can't let this life pass me by
 In a blink of an eye it ends
 I can't let my tomorrows decide
 What I am in this life
 It's like committing slow suicide
 (I was committing slow suicide)
 (They want it)
 (I was committing slow suicide)
 So many days I chose to suffer (living a lie)
 So many ways I chose to die
 Oh, had to feel less than nothing
 Shame and suffering
 To see with my own eyes
 I wasn't living
 I was committing
 Committing slow suicide
 Committing slow suicide
 (Commiting slow suicide)
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 And now I believe
 I can't let this life pass me by
 In a blink of an eye it ends
 I can't let my tomorrows decide
 What I am in this life
 It's like committing slow suicide
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 Committing slow suicide
 (I was committing slow suicide)
 (I was committing slow suicide)
 Committing slow suicide