Broken Neck

I played trick or treat in the hospital halls
 Pink and pastel blue, I'm bouncing off the walls
 I'd like to calculate every swollen bone
 But I'm strapped inside myself countless hours alone
 I played trick or treat in the hospital halls
 Think I'm past a blue, I'm bouncing off the walls
 I'd like to calculate every swollen bone
 But I'm strapped inside myself countless hours alone
 Two words, telephones, call anyone with hope
 Of sculpting life as it was
 This trip to check my broken neck, I'm dolt
 Do they think it's a trick
 That I pull when I'm sick
 But I swear to you, it's true
 Yes I swear to you, it's true
 Yes I swear to you, it's true
 Yes I swear to you, it's true
 Swim through the afterbirth, while giant flames a fan
 I'm stretching the skin, 'til it splits
 They stripped to check my broken neck, I'm dolt
 Desert flower, golden hour, stepping in, pools of blood
 Put your hand
 On my chest
 Hold your breath
 Broken neck
 But I swear to you
 It's true
 I want some kind of miracle
 To fix it for me
 I got a parasite
 My arms scratch, create [?]
 I know you will appreciate in any way
 But I'm mad nothing can fix my bones
 Just for the holiday