Every Night (Original Album Version)

Sometimes people make use of false guilts
 So, they find an excuse
 For closing their eyes to their very real guilts
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 I'm not feeling human anymore
 Half connected all the time
 Each night I document the things I've done
 The pointless points I've made for stupid reasons
 Every night, every night
 Every night I'm always the same
 You're pounding on my brain
 Tonight, every night
 I lie down clenching up my teeth
 Trying to fall asleep
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 I've sat and smoked a billion cigarettes
 And wished to hell that you were here
 My stained and calloused fingers hold a pen
 Scratching apologies to you too late, too little
 Every night, every night
 Every night I pay off my debts
 Trust me, I don't forget
 Tonight and every night
 I will analyze everything
 Make myself count the ways
 I fucked up today