Last Time

Desperate for the day
 Craving for that high
 Denying the addiction
 It rules my life
 Want to disappear
 Crawl inside the mind
 Vanish from the light
 One more I swear
 Last time again
 I don't need this
 Can't help myself
 One more I swear
 I don't want this suffering
 All you say
 Won't make it go away
 Killing by myself
 I'm not here to stay
 Already crossed that line
 Lucky I'm alive
 Climbed out from the bottom
 Can't rule my life
 Never far behind
 Closer every time
 I'm the one who saved me
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 One more I swear
 Last time again
 I don't want this
 Can't help myself
 Last time
 Building something so much stronger
 All you say
 Won't make it go away
 Killing by myself
 I'm not here to stay
 Already crossed that line
 Lucky I'm alive
 Climbed out from the bottom
 Can't rule my life
 Never far behind
 Closer every time
 I'm the one who'll save me
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 The voice, it speaks
 It's haunting me
 To change my need
 Won't let me be
 Try to change my ways
 A little bit each day
 Searching for redemption
 Won't rule my life
 Beaten, payed the price
 Fought to stay alive
 I found out my worth
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 Won't rule my life