Repeating the Horror

What is this sickness that sits there, deep down inside?
 Walking in bullshit, nothing seems quite right
 I want redemption!
 I know this darkness around me, felt it before
 The dark has the power to bring me down to the floor
 Standing still (Standing still)
 Open doors (Open doors)
 Feeling pain, can not move
 Feeling scared, standing still
 Better start something, better than nothing
 Can't go on seeing all of these horrors
 Eyes wide open, can't keep them shut
 From this horror of the shame
 Feel the pain, lifes fucked up
 When we witness our horrors real close up
 Better start something, better than nothing
 Can't go on seeing all of these horrors
 Better start something (Better start something)
 Can't go on seeing (Can't go on seeing)