Blue

It's so hard to pacify
 All of these thoughts inside
 Changing up another lie
 Better if you still
 Were wishing me to go to hell
 I'll take you all as well
 Loving you while hating me
 Was it all just a dream ---
 Just a dream---
 But you don't have to love me
 Cause I could just care less
 There's been times when you would crucify me
 Or better yet be your second guess
 And I find it quite disturbing
 How I wake to find,
 You're not sleeping here anymore.
 And do you find it quite unquieting
 How you wake to find
 I've been whispering at your door
 It was just a dream
 Just a dream
 I've given my all every night
 I have given my will to
 Relinquish my soul If I had not where would I be
 It has become my mother
 Become my family
 Sitting in my own blue garden
 Staring out my beautiful blue house
 These crown of thorns grow heavier
 While you all taste the spice
 
 Did you forget my sacrifice