JD Love

A touch of silence
 I've been afflicted
 Borders on violence
 So restricted is our love
 A vague remembrance
 Her hair reminiscent
 Of lavender honey, not a care for money
 But someday maybe we would start
 A small family
 What a surprise we had in store
 Cause three years gone by and our family is four
 We might be touching
 But we've never been any further apart
 Than we are now in this place
 What happened to our dream
 I remember the first time
 And how I worked so hard
 For us to be touching
 At the river our bodies entwined
 I ran my hands over goosebumped skin
 I was so nervous on that evenin'
 And as I slipped off her faded out blue jeans
 I remember thinkin' I'd do anything
 To make her happy
 Now with time swept behind us
 I feel the same way I did last night
 I just wish we could show it
 Our lives controlled by an ugly habit
 Don't think I can't hear you cryin
 When we lay in our bed where we
 Sleep at night
 So much I want to say to you
 If I could only find the heart
 Our daily lives seen to get in the way
 What happened to our dream
 But if I were to tell you
 How much I care would it make a change
 Could the wounds be healed
 And if I asked you
 Am I still the only one
 Or have we turned our backs
 From all the damage done
 I would give anything
 To stop all the cryin' here
 Cause God knows you're the last
 Person I wanted to hurt