Past Tense

Times up, wake up, hold
 This is the last time I'll speak of him
 Three years went past unaware of the mind within
 I realized when I'd try to find all the whys
 I got no response, from the ghost that haunts
 Sustain, all the hate built up, you emulate what you're not
 I wonder how you'll end up
 You always scream I don't know what it's like
 But you're blind to what's real so you hide
 Play tha role in your mind couldn't get ya
 Deceive yourself cause ya think your the victim
 Your too scared but ya just can't escape from
 The life you live all the hatred and what you've done
 What would ya do just sit there and grin
 Sit there and stare but nothing was said
 One last time
 Nothing
 Your words were bullshit played out complete lies
 What would ya do just sit there and grin
 Sit there and stare but nothing was said
 One last time
 Nothing
 You say whatever it takes
 Grin, then cry now when you're left and gone
 Think it's done punk,
 But it's only begun
 Won't let it go threaten my life, but it's yourself, that you truly despise
 Reached out my hand, many times I've tried
 Friends and trust,
 Money just can't buy
 Should I waste my time should I save my breath
 Fuck this shit just get it off my chest
 So pass the knife I'm diggin' it in
 Because I gave it a chance time and time again
 Ya cheat yourself your family and friends
 Time to put this to an end
 Muthafucker
 What would ya do just sit there and grin
 Sit there and stare but nothing was said
 One last time
 Nothing
 Your words were bullshit played out complete lies
 What would ya do just sit there and grin
 Sit there and stare but nothing was said
 One last time
 Nothing
 You say whatever it takes
 Let's get this fucker
 Play tha role in your mind couldn't get ya
 Deceive yourself but you're no fuckin' victim
 You're too scared but you just can't escape from
 The life you live is hatred