I Believe It Now

I couldn't see it then, but I believe it now
 Just a searching soul tired of reaching out
 Stuck on the tracks, train bearing down
 Screaming from my lungs, " Who will save me now?"
 As the reruns of the regrets, they replay inside my head
 Got the devil on my shoulder, and he's leaving me for dead
 Whispers and lies have brought me here
 Flooding my veins with doubt and fear
 Oh, I
 I could not see it then
 Oh, I
 I could not see
 Oh, my God
 I remember when I cried
 Shook my fists up at the sky
 I wondered why
 You felt so far from me
 Oh, God
 It was in my deepest pain
 That I heard You call my name
 I heard You say
 That You were right there with me
 I couldn't see it then, but I believe it now
 Trying to hold my head up when the ground fell out
 I felt all alone even in a crowd
 Like a sinking stone dragging my heart down
 And the weight of the sorrows I carried on my chest
 It kept pulling me under, and I couldn't catch my breath
 Not how I thought my life would go
 Didn't know my heart could sink this low
 No, I
 I could not see it then
 No, I
 I could not see it
 Oh, my God
 I remember when I cried
 Shook my fists up at the sky
 I wondered why
 You felt so far from me
 Oh, God
 It was in my deepest pain
 That I heard You call my name
 I heard You say
 That You were right there with me
 Love was standing there
 Holding me
 But I couldn't see
 That love was always there
 He carried me
 And now, I believe
 Oh, my God
 I know You heard me when I cried
 'Cause You were right there by my side
 I realized
 That You have never left me
 Oh, God
 It was in my deepest pain
 That I heard You call my name
 I heard You say
 That You were right there with me
 I couldn't see it then (I could not see it)
 But now I believe (now I believe)
 I couldn't see it then (I could not see it)
 But now I believe (now I believe)
 (I could not see, now I believe)
 But now I believe
 Now I believe
 (I could not see, now I believe)
 (I could not see, now I believe)