Blurry Paintings

Years struggling within
 His own mind is keeping him prisoner
 To a bed and an endless dream
 Fighting all alone,
 Going down to a land of sins and shadows
 No one's looking for him
 And he's looking for no one
 But one day
 A light brightens his eyes
 Nobody is there to realize
 I can't remember
 But some letters
 Need something to feel
 Or someone I can call "you"
 My life is fading
 And it's just beginning
 Nothing to feel
 Just falling around... the floor
 Going back in time
 There's a face that I just can't forget
 But there's no name or address
 Where I could get to her
 Walking down the street
 Seems like I see her in every face
 Is she even so real? Did she ever exist?
 But today I've been desensitized
 And nobody's there to realize
 I can't remember
 But some letters
 Need something to feel
 Or someone I can call "you"
 My life is fading
 And it's just beginning
 Nothing to feel
 Just falling around
 I can't remember
 I can't remember
 I can't remember
 But some letters
 Need something to feel
 Nothing related to you
 My life is ending
 On its beginning
 Nothing seems real
 Just falling around