Going Gets Hard

('Cause you don't wanna look out for me
 You don't wanna fight another day
 I know it's get hard, I know it's cold
 Know you got you scars, please stay)
 Yeah, when I look inside a mirror
 I don't recognize the person who I use to be
 I just need space, they think I'm okay
 All because of this smile that I keep
 These break downs gotta create a break thruogh
 At least I keep saying that to me
 I been praying to god to heal my inner child
 My emotions make me think
 I am unworthy and it's always irks me
 That's why I over achieved
 Tryna prove myself, so no one can tell
 My insecurities run deep
 And that's how I hide them
 Maybe I just need to hide then
 'Cause if they look they'll see all my scars
 And point out and magnify all of my flaws
 And it's getting hard, displaying myself in a room
 Of critics critiquing every song I drop and every move
 My mind's been abused my self worth is weighed by likes and views
 If I don't hit a certain number of plays it starts affecting my mood
 I'm sick of my ego, but I keep it real though, I really don't know what to do
 I'm paralyzed by my self image
 I carry pain but it's well hidden
 I'm struggling there's no help given
 Nobody knows the hell that this is
 I'm the black sheep in this rap business
 Life broke my spirit, you can't fix it
 There'll be a day where I have vengeance
 I'ma step to your face and just laugh in it
 'Cause you don't wanna look out for me
 You don't wanna fight another day
 I know it's hard
 It's hard, It's hard, It's hard
 Yeah, it's just in me inside my studio like all day
 Working never take off days
 Been a hand full of hard days
 I'm deaf to what y'all say
 I don't ever listen
 I just keep the distance and I elevate
 Been in my room since 17
 Charted on billboard you would think
 That you'd, be congratulating me
 You don't relate to me? yeah that's a lie
 You know my music is real, don't deny it
 When you was in your room and you would cry
 You know you needed Sik World in your life and just
 Just know you know that I know
 I can't talk to girls on the low
 Who screenshot to boast
 Struggles you don't even know
 (Struggles you don't even know)
 (I'd just rather not even talk
 That's-that's why I'm not replying to you
 You screenshotted me, so
 I can't I can't
 Yeah I just, I'd rather not)
 Woah ooh, and I know it's hard
 I know it's cold
 Know you got you scars
 Please stay
 Yeah it's hard
 It's hard, It's hard, It's hard