Smashed Into Pieces

Never again
 I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine
 Maybe when you find out that I'm dead
 You'll realize what you did to me
 And if my lungs still let me breathe, would you be there for me?
 If I can make myself believe
 I'll give you back what you took away
 No, I won't let it go
 Douse myself in gasoline
 So don't save me when you come into the fire
 I'd rather die than have to see your smile
 And if my lungs still let me breathe, would you be there for me?
 If I can make myself believe
 I'll give you back what you took away
 You made me swear
 You made me swear
 I, I can't sleep
 Realize all these things that you took from me
 Smash my heart (you made me swear)
 Into dust (you made me swear)
 Suffocate my mind (you made me swear)
 Tear at me from inside (you made me swear)
 Smash apart what you created
 How can I ever stop you from crushing my soul?
 It was, it was yours, yours to begin with
 And if my lungs still let me breathe, would you be there for me?
 If I can make myself believe
 I'll give you back what you took away