Like I Used To

In the blankets, in the sheets, on my bed
 I can feel you holding back, going red
 From all the lies and the words that you hide
 There's a boulder on your chest from the weight
 Of the words that you keep to yourself
 I am staring at your back, you are staring on the wall
 You don't love me like you used to
 You don't love me like you used to
 And I don't love you like I used to
 I love you too much
 Your silence reeks of cheating, reeks of her
 I can sense her in your mouth on my neck
 And in your screaming at the mention of her name
 And your anger spills like bullets to my brain
 Like an animal in fright I'm insane
 And I run for cover from your aim in your arms
 You don't love me like you used to
 You don't love me like you used to
 And I don't love you like I used to
 I love you too much
 So I stick my brain in the sand
 Watch me fold, watch me wither
 I stick my brain in the sand
 Watch me fold, watch me fold, watch me fold
 You don't love me like you used to
 You don't love me like you used to
 And I don't love you like I used to
 I love you too much