Laughing at funerals

I'm sweating in my black dress
 Too warm for funerals
 My cousins stand around
 Smoking cigarettes
 Fuming in the face of death
 Same earth that welcomed me home
 Covered up with AstroTurf
 Perfect for a burial
 Uncomfortably close
 I should be sleeping by now
 But I'm not
 And I can see the headlights
 Tumbling down the track
 At the back of my eyes
 I should be sleeping by now
 But I'm not
 And I still see the headlights
 Tumbling down the track
 At the back of my eyes
 You were a day sleeper
 Still it's different now that you're gone
 You were a day sleeper
 New silence filling the house
 We don't laugh at funerals
 Sometimes I guess
 I guess we don't know how to act
 Impropriety sneaking in between the cracks
 I feel the bench at my back
 Snap back into it
 Remember I was so sad
 I should be sleeping by now
 But I'm not
 And I can see the headlights
 Tumbling down the track
 At the back of my eyes
 I should be sleeping by now
 But I'm not
 And I still see the headlights
 Tumbling down the track
 At the back of my eyes
 You were a day sleeper
 Still it's different now that you're gone
 You were a day sleeper
 New silence filling the house
 We don't laugh at funerals