So Hatred

A cold cast thought...
 Shattered and numb
 I've got this system in my head
 Standards and notions
 Of my own death
 Kill me... i've already killed myself
 (a thousand times)
 A devil speaks to disguise my eyes
 So you cannot see
 The knowledge of unkind
 Inflict selfish ways to undermind trust
 Stepped on only to be stepped upon
 Wishful thought to smooth out
 High tempers in need
 A doll an image for wrath to unleash...
 The aggressor
 Helpless... help yourself
 Stop being there for everyone else
 Feeding the fake
 Take their medicine to feel good
 Frustration to the point of anger
 No sympathy for your way
 Lying on the drugstore floor
 An arm injected mindfuck
 For the weak and impossible
 Damn the cause... fuck the reasons
 Hate everyone... hate everything
 Hate yourself for disrespect
 A martyr for your self-gain
 Beginning to numb myself
 Murdering morals for power
 Repeating the past
 In the form of consequences
 Instagate a broken will to think
 Treason of feelings spread wide
 Preaching problems... you're the problem
 Lose your stable temperance
 Flake-out on situations
 Another taste of sinful indulgence
 Take-out on yourself
 Take notice...
 No sense of accomplishment
 Stop making blame
 Don't want to rely on someone else
 Stop pointing ones to shame
 The hands of time will strangle you
 Unless you run
 Left behind to cry
 About what could have been
 Demand trust and lied to earn it
 Grasp your actions before they react too fast
 Control... a tool that discipline maintains
 Swim oceans of pain...
 To drown in hatred