Enter Dog of Pavlov

Here I am, the prodigal son
 The self proclaimed deprived
 Spending hours of fighting the peace
 When I should lay it on the line
 It makes it hard, I won't fall asleep
 Until I'm one with the other side
 Fighting shadows, imaginary scenes
 Flashing through my mind
 So could I be on the rise?
 Reality or disguise
 Constantly mesmerized
 Ripped and torn
 Hypnotized
 Could I be on the rise?
 Reality or disguise
 Constantly mesmerized
 Ripped and torn
 Hypnotized
 Let me feel the urge to get that rush once more
 I will beckon when the sound of venture calls
 When will I learn to resist?
 I should have put it down
 While it was in my hands
 Like love that never dies
 I'm preaching words
 That could answer it all
 As I'm bound to break the ties
 I'm making progress again
 The return of the blind
 Feel the kick setting in
 Don't ever choke it again
 Let me feel the urge to get that rush once more
 I will beckon when the sound of venture calls
 Could I be on the rise?
 Reality or disguise
 Constantly mesmerized
 Ripped and torn
 Hypnotized
 Could I be on the rise?
 Reality or disguise
 Constantly mesmerized
 Ripped and torn
 Hypnotized
 I'm making progress again
 The return of the blind
 Feel the kick setting in
 Don't ever choke it again
 I'm making progress again
 The return of the blind
 Feel the kick setting in
 Don't ever choke it again
 I'm on the rise