Someone You Loved

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
 This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
 I need somebody to heal
 Somebody to know
 Somebody to have
 Somebody to hold
 It's easy to say
 But it's never the same
 I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain
 Now the day bleeds
 Into nightfall
 And you're not here
 To get me through it all
 I let my guard down
 And then you pulled the rug
 I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
 I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
 This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you
 Now, I need somebody to know
 Somebody to heal
 Somebody to have
 Just to know how it feels
 It's easy to say but it's never the same
 I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape
 Now the day bleeds
 Into nightfall
 And you're not here
 To get me through it all
 I let my guard down
 And then you pulled the rug
 I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved