Only Inhuman

My presence of mind gave away the route to find
 Incessant self-discipline
 And I took it to my heart
 And I took it to my heart
 In return it besieged all my emotions
 In return it raped my consciousness
 Can no longer tell if this is my voice
 Or the thing deep inside of me
 Will I ever find my refuge now
 Ever know myself again
 Will I ever learn to treasure the ones I care for
 Everyone leaves in the end
 Doesn't matter how hard you hold on
 Doesn't matter how much you drain your heart for
 Trust kill on my mind
 Trust kill on my mind
 How do you define the infestation of mine
 How do you define a invocation of a fallen
 Will I ever find my refuge now
 Ever know myself again
 Will I ever learn to treasure the ones I care for
 Everyone leaves in the end
 Doesn't matter how hard you hold on
 Doesn't matter how much you drain your heart for
 Searching for something more
 Will I ever find something better?
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 All that's left of me are counterfeit emotions
 All that's left of me is an artificial soul
 Even so a black void in this synthetic core
 Will always mark where, where the heart used to beat
 Will I ever find my refuge now
 Ever know myself again
 Will I ever learn to treasure the ones I care for
 Will I ever find my refuge now
 Ever know myself again
 Will I ever learn to treasure the ones I care for
 Everyone leaves in the end
 Doesn't matter how hard you hold on
 Doesn't matter how much you drain your heart for
 Will I ever find my refuge now
 Ever know myself again
 Will I ever learn to treasure the ones I care for
 Everyone leaves in the end
 Doesn't matter how hard you hold on
 Doesn't matter how much you drain your heart for