Blonde Hair, Black Lungs

When you told me you were leaving
 Well, I couldn't feel my mouth
 'Cause all I'll ever be is someone else
 As I watched you walk away
 I felt something in me change
 My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away
 So I drove home
 At a hundred miles an hour
 Just to see what it feels like to fly
 And I crashed my car
 Into someone else's backyard
 Just to see what it feels like to die
 When you told me that you missed me
 Well, I couldn't close my eyes
 'Cause I realized what it felt like to die
 'Cause all you'll ever be
 Is a nightmare and a wet dream
 A reason to smile from six feet underground
 So I drove home
 At a hundred miles an hour
 Just to see what it feels like to die
 And I crashed my car
 Into someone else's backyard
 Just to see what it feels like to die
 So bathe me in pale flesh
 Promise that I'll never be good again
 And I hope you miss me when I'm gone
 'Cause I can't hold on for too long
 And I'm so scared of dying alone
 That I'll kill myself right here, right now
 And I'll die
 And I'll die
 And I'll die
 And I'll die
 And I'll die
 And I'll die
 And I'll die
 And I'll die
 And I'll die
 And I'll die
 And I'll die
 And I'll die
 And I'll die
 And I'll die