you have no idea how much i love you

Tell me I don't want to save her
 For the hours she hurt me
 For the best year of mine oh oh
 Crazy to me that you can't tell
 I was there for you since grade 12
 All of your exes all of your questions
 Hold you in bed while your heart melts
 You've been so used to the outside
 One day you stopped looking in
 Wanna sit in, dropped all of your friends
 Got rid of me too like I was one of them
 I'm, heartbroken like a crushed pill
 Stop taking but I'm numb still
 True feelings keep 'em concealed
 Yeah it's evident that your love kills
 Damn, you treat me bad and you say it's a joke
 Times that we had are the times you don't know were the best of my life
 Now I'm better alone
 Tell me I don't want her
 I don't want her
 For the best year of mine oh oh
 What is love if it's one sided?
 Album sad I'm not excited
 All I know is I've been writing I've been typing she still silent
 Promised me that I wouldn't fall
 New guy I won't get involved
 Looking back at these last years and I should've seen it coming all along
 Guess I'm an idiot life is a movie I started can't finish it
 Pardon my innocence hard to be intimate
 Sorry for real I just blame it on ignorance
 Yeah I can't say I love you I'm searching for synonyms
 I've been hating my life but I'm glad you exist in it
 Tell me I don't want to save her
 For the hours she hurt me
 For the best year of mine