The Pistol

do you know what keeps me up at night?
 too many times i've seen the light
 there are things that have never been said
 for example: i've been dead for quite a while
 i've got a gun and i shoot it bad
 it's the best thing i've ever had
 the ones i hated baby, they're all dead
 i shot them in the forehead
 pain, i can't feel pain
 and i know that it's a shame i got no feelings
 and i never cry out loud
 i don't even care for the ones who saved my life
 i'm sorry, i'm sorry
 i wanna rise high above the sky
 i'm not a superman nor a fly
 i've got the whole world in my hand
 the sun, moon and the stars
 they're all mine
 i've got a knife and i stab it bad
 it's for your love i've never had
 i regret it, i take it back
 but i guess it's too late