It's Been Awhile - Acoustic Live

And it's been awhile, since I could hold my head up high
 And it's been awhile, since I first saw you
 And it's been awhile, since I could stand on my own two feet again
 And it's been awhile, since I could call you
 And everything I can't remember
 As fucked up as it all may seem
 The consequences that I've rendered
 I stretched myself beyond my means
 And it's been awhile, since I can say that I wasn't addicted
 And it's been awhile, since I can say I love myself as well
 And it's been awhile, since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
 And it's been awhile, but all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
 And everything I can't remember
 As fucked up as it all may seem
 The consequences that I've rendered
 I've gone and fucked things up again
 Why must I feel this way?
 Just make this go away
 Just one more peaceful day
 And it's been awhile, since I could look at myself straight
 And it's been awhile, since I said I'm sorry
 And it's been awhile, since I've seen the way the candles light your face
 And it's been awhile, but I can still remember just the way you taste
 And everything I can't remember
 As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
 I cannot blame this on my father
 He did the best he could for me
 And it's been awhile, since I could hold my head up high
 And it's been awhile, since I said I'm sorry