Sustain

The more I see, the less I think I want to see
 Which only makes me dare to see
 More than I really should
 I test myself to show I can endure
 Beyond the point of anything that anyone
 Has tried to suffer through before
 And only the pain remains (sustain, sustain)
 Nothing that time can explain away
 Like a debt that I never tried to pay before
 And no one's ever gonna take
 The fee away from me
 I try to clear the books with time
 Instead of tangible artifacts
 And elements and bits of me that I can't see
 And only the pain remains (sustain, sustain)
 Nothing that time can explain away
 And on and on and on and on