Seesaw

It knows me
 Came here way before you
 We can't shake it and stay cool
 It's coming now
 It's coming out
 It's gleaming all around
 We'll be in your car
 With the lights on
 Glowing in the dark
 By the seesaw
 Are you tired?
 Been doing this for so long
 Get a movie to stay calm
 I look dumb
 I know no one
 A faith in unknowable old love
 Shoot me to the stars
 Will you be there?
 I like your skinny arms
 I am so scared
 I know it
 Do you feel the snow around your toes?
 December's cold
 The clenching fear of getting old
 I can't control it
 I bike to work beneath a sky so huge and white
 These exaltations every night
 I breathe the slowest
 A yelping lost out in the wind is there forever
 Sophie loved me, I remember
 Did you blow it?
 All just seems unreal to me sometimes