In Defense of Resentment

Fear of money
 Fear of love
 Fear of being undone
 Fear of conscience
 Fear of law
 Fear of living too long
 Each time you reach out
 I find it strange
 Seems like a waste of goodwill
 You've shared your dreams
 Recounted "wins"
 I can't relate to those things
 I wouldn't last a night
 In your head
 With your thoughts
 Of right and wrong
 Good and bad
 You have nothing of worth to offer me
 Nothing but guilt and luxury
 Underneath your disguise
 The dream is suffering
 Vanishing
 I'm at home with my faults
 I don't need your friendship
 Your judgement
 Your passive aggressive concern
 I've got fear
 I've got hate
 I've got the things you can't chase out
 Hiding in plain sight
 And you've settled down now
 To die in the same cage you were born and raised in
 Bury the sentiment
 Bury the good intent
 I don't deserve your affection
 Piss on your selflessness
 Fuck your forgiveness
 I don't believe in redemption