Ghosts of the Past

Spot of light in deepest woods
 Brought me hope
 I walk there struggling
 Piercing wind and snow
 Chill chained my body and my soul
 I fell and rose through pain
 There is no way back, nothing to lose
 I trod my way long
 Then saw trees felling back
 Enlightened something
 Cleared darkness
 I'm stunned hypnotized
 I touched the light
 My mind was caught
 By images of past
 I curdled terrified
 Ghosts of the past
 Encircled me
 Around me
 Events and acts of my disgust
 I've tried to forget
 I can't confide it
 I can't accept!
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 Light slid away
 I was suppressed
 Horror and fear chained me
 Woods closed down
 I felt restrained
 Memories agonized
 I can't stand it!
 No way! (No more!)
 I paced for my way out
 But cut my hands to blood
 This woods turned into curse
 I rushed, the panic burst
 There's no escape!
 And I don't know why!
 Ghosts of past
 Encircled me
 Around me
 I slaughtered them
 From memory
 Nothing to change!
 I'd better die!
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 I feel I'm going insane
 It's punishment for all I've done
 I'm in hell, It's time to pay!
 At a breaking point
 When I can't go on
 Exhausting oneself
 And feeling distressed
 Look back
 You'll find no sense
 It's time to take chance
 And change all the life
 There's no other way
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 Silence came
 Ghosts gone away
 I felt desolate and hollowed
 My life just vanished
 I've tried to find my minds
 I couldn't get It's real
 It must be a trial
 Choosing your living path
 Remember other's life
 I am to blame myself alone
 Unknown power attracts
 It is snow of my past
 It is woods of my soul
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 I feel I'm going insane
 It's punishment for all I have done
 I'm in hell, It's time to pay!
 At a breaking point
 When I can't go on
 Exhausting oneself
 And feeling distressed
 Look back
 You'll find no sense
 It's time to take chance
 And change all the life
 There's no other way
 Curse woods fell back
 Fading blaze I saw
 I sensed the glowing hope
 Forced myself to rise
 I waded snow too deep
 I threw off my disguise
 I feel my soul still lives