Still Standing Tall

Deep in
 Deep in the deep end
 Thought I was dreaming I wake up, and it's all true
 Lost it, I lost my cool
 How could
 How could I feel, all that I feel and still give it my all
 And still choose not to fall
 Fall for all these thoughts that consume me in the dark
 How could I feel, all that I feel and still give it my all
 Still standing tall
 Still risk it all
 All alone in a room full of people cause my mind not there
 Focused on the things that you can't see here
 Wasted time is only a perspective I'm convinced
 Cause I've been through it twice and I still keep putting in
 Effort cause I wanna see the people 'round me win and if it got be me then I repeat all-Again
 Even on my worse days you choose me, through suffering
 I pour my heart out to the people, watch them walk again
 Watch them heal again
 I've been through it twice and I still keep putting in
 How could
 How could I feel, all that I feel and still give it my all
 How could I?
 How could I feel, the way I feel
 And still give it my all
 Still choosing not to fall
 Still standing tall
 Ya got me twisted
 Giving up stress now
 All of these thoughts I have sketched out
 Watching over what I have left now
 Try to focus that make em feel left out
 Make a new move and it's hated
 Can't please the world choose where you stationed
 I'm in the Stu choosing the greatness
 Gift that was planted in me
 Like a seed, mustard seed
 Size of faith, over greed
 See a snake, I don't freeze
 Fears a lie, don't you doubt
 Flex patience while we in a drought
 Holy water, let it rinse me down
 Tried escaping now I'm breaking out
 Worth the acne then the safer route
 Complications make a bigger bounce and I
 Try to avoid announcements I
 Got on me knee once, yea
 Yet, He showed her He loved her a thousand times
 Keep it poetic like Housman, I
 Blow out my candles around some eyes, that might not be present throughout my time
 LC
 How could I feel, all that I feel and still give it my all
 How could I?
 How could I?
 How could I feel, the way I feel
 And still give it my all
 Still choosing not to fall
 Still standing tall
 Breathing
 Breathing in your love
 Still breathing, until I can't no more
 I'm breathing
 Breathing in your love
 Still breathing, until I can't no more