Don't Try Suicide

I'm scared to leave the house
 I'm scared to go to sleep
 And when i do, I wake up
 feeling scared
 My girlfriend cuddles me
 and holds me when I cry
 I tell her that I'm scared,
 ask if she thinks i'll die
 She tells me I'm OK,
 I don't believe her
 but it makes me feel better
 anyway
 Can't get myself to eat,
 trick myself and watch TV
 Even when it works,
 I end up puking scared
 My girlfriend cuddles me
 and holds me when I cry
 I tell her that I'm scared,
 she says that I won't die
 She tells me I'm OK
 I don't believe her,
 but it makes me feel better
 anyway.