The Calling

And I'm back to the drinkin'
 Soakin' wet every bottle's open
 Can't believe it I'm occasionally smokin', again
 With a deep and cloudy ocean, I'm in
 Have a lot of trouble copin', my friend
 I'm surrounded by folks when they lovin' me the most and
 The goad is really croakin', within
 Thought I was superman the truth was
 I used to be clean as a loofah and I used the
 Cool devoured the booze to hand I lose the
 Land if I triple booze the fans
 I dream of stoppin' but greed is knockin'
 They feelin' me from me from KC to Auckland
 Proceed with caution, heat exhaustion
 If I keep it goin' I'm gonna need a coffin
 
 Forever takes me away
 And I've fallen from grace
 Tell them I've tried to wait
 But they're too late
 I can see when this pain will fade
 Oh god heaven is callin' my name
 I feel that pain comin' from inside
 My people had the same drinkin' and then died
 Devil in my brain I'm sinkin' within pride
 Drinkin' for lunch and I'm drinkin' for dinner
 I'm nothin' but lush when I'm pushin' up in her
 I seldom remember the 8th of November
 Cause I be goin' so hard I'm always on a bender
 I got money, I got cash
 So picture unlimited amounts I got stash
 When it got bad I went out and got trashed
 When I hit glad what'chyo think's in my glass
 I gotta catch me, I'm fallin'
 Not a limit to a young brother ballin'
 Gotta let go of the weight I'm haulin'
 When I look in the mirror within my eyes I'm headed for that callin'
 Forever takes me away
 And I've fallen from grace
 Tell them I've tried to wait
 But they're too late
 I can see when this pain will fade
 Oh god heaven is callin' my name
 Go hard or go home
 That's the motto I hit the lotto
 Mister sorrow can miss tomorrow
 So grip the bottle of this Moscato
 My eye whites are not white
 They hot fire and not nice but in my ice
 I need a shot twice
 (Drunk, I... Might, die)
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 (Falling, down... Gonna, drown)
 Make way for the idiot
 Interior is hideous
 Need help like immediate
 He actin' like he don't know alcohol is insidious
 While I celebrate life
 I'mma elevate heights
 Not known to man cause I chose to ban
 My clock on the land on a hella great night
 I'm knowin' this my callin' so I gotta try to miss that call and
 Alcohol and you twist that big sack and hit that
 Think I better quit that stallin' and stop
 Feelin' real gotti I'm mixin' my liquors
 You gotta get me at the party
 Naturally naughty
 Please help I'm still trapped inside of this psycho's body!
 Forever takes me away
 And I've fallen from grace
 Tell them I've tried to wait
 But they're too late
 I can see when this pain will fade
 Oh god heaven is callin' my name