Had To

They just know I ran it up, they don't know what I been through
 Night time, bro speedin', I was out the window
 That's a scary sight, you gon' get buried probably
 Demons talking to me while I'm shooting, like, "Hit everybody"
 Ain't shit to hide but I want the car tinted
 I want the crib behind tall trees and fences
 Have you ever had to kill one of your friends
 'Cause the shit that he was on was coming between your plans?
 Can't just cut him off 'cause he know too much about you
 Sent a prayer up, don't worry about your kids and your momma, I got 'em
 Then you gotta walk past the casket
 Remembering how hard he hit the wall when you blast
 To remembering how sad he sounded knowing he through
 Seeing shock and just disbelief in his eyes 'cause it was you
 I had to
 My nigga, I had to, ayy
 Have you ever played roles with a bitch?
 And that hit went too far
 You done made this bitch kids and you know that she in love
 You tell her shit like "She stuck"
 But you know that everything gon' change after you fuck?
 But you couldn't reveal your true intentions
 She ain't the type of bitch that'll just let a nigga hit her
 But fuck that, I got to
 Baby girl, I got you
 Let me be the one you smile with and who you cry to
 Anything you need, let me know, and I'll spot you
 Hoping she don't really ask you though, because it's not true
 You fell victim to my lust, my bad, boo
 But you so cold and so thick, bitch, I had too
 Only had like 250 in the bank but that ice and
 Them jewelers steady callin' my name
 They want 90 for the charm, 80 for the Cuban
 I'm just knowin' it gon' kill me but I gotta do it
 Tryna make myself feel better like maybe it's gon' motivate me
 Maybe when they see me with it, they gon' know I made it
 I went and got it, that shit ain't no nothing for me, jack
 And it's a custom piece, so I can't get no money back
 I just thought I had to
 Fuck that shit I thought I had to do
 I just thought I had to
 Fuck that shit I thought I had to do