In a Hole Again

Don't want anyone to know
 Who I really am so they'll never see
 All the things I hide behind these precious walls
 I built just for me
 So if they look into the windows of my soul
 All they're gonna see
 Are my eyes starin' back
 And not shattered glass or the broken side of me
 'Cause I'm so afraid to show my darkest secrets
 I keep them wrapped in chains
 And locked up in a place where no one goes
 But I'm sure my insecurities will give it all away
 I'm heading fast straight for a crash and burn
 For me there is no shame
 (I'm going down) Back in a hole again
 (Deep under ground) Back in a hole again
 (Where no one's around) And I don't need a friend
 (So safe and sound) Back in a hole again
 I'm finally back of course behind the mask
 I've always worn for you
 To distract you, since I couldn't face the fact
 That someone ever knew
 That all I am is just some smoke and mirrors
 And a gun pointin' back at you
 And you to catch me in the act of this
 I know it would be through
 All these years I've lived in fear, that you would find out
 Just exactly what I'm made of
 Or what I'm really all about
 And it would kill me just to see you
 Point your finger and hear you say
 "You're one of them" and this I could not stand
 So I'll be on my way
 (I'm going down) Back in a hole again
 (Deep under ground) Back in a hole again
 (Where no one's around) And I don't need a friend
 (So safe and sound) Back in a hole again
 (I'm going down) Back in the hole again
 (Deep under ground) I'm in the hole again
 (Where no one's around) And I don't need a friend
 (So safe and sound) Back in the hole again
 Back in the hole again