Wasted

My life is wasted,
 I have no hope
 My soul is cursed,
 So give me the rope
 I have no fear in the face of death
 I have no reason to stay on my way
 How can I live?
 How can I die?
 Where is the answer for my eyes to cry?
 So many years
 I'm sleeping away
 Exchanging the night
 for the light of the day.
 I'm catching the winds on the mountain side
 I'm gazing at stars - so many nights
 Expecting the life I've never lived
 Expecting the lord my soul to forgive.
 Man on the edge - I've got to fall
 Secrets of life I have to explore
 Moonlight in shadows, trace in the dark
 It's so obscure and it's so confused
 I've seen fire and steel,
 so many questions I have to reveal
 Stronger - I have to rise,
 I wanna run but it's no time to hide
 If you imagine my name,
 You won't forget it - it's never the same
 I'm falling down in the dust,
 How can explain?
 There is no one to trust.
 I'm finished now,
 My time has come
 Goodbye, cruel world,
 I'm leaving for home
 Innocent victim,
 Death greats me warm,
 An illusion of me is all that I know
 Step in the dark and kiss me my child
 I want to hold you so stay in my arms
 My mind is clear,
 I have no fear
 I have no reason to dry all your tears.