Far from the Last, Last Call

Here's a long evasive story
 Of failed hopes and glories
 Old chandeliers and scratched out 45's
 Some hands for my procession
 And a couple drunk confessions
 I'm soaked in rapture tonight
 No lie, no lie, no lie...
 Believe me when I say
 That I'm trying hard today
 But I'm not right, no, I'm not right
 Tell me it's not true
 I would never lie to you
 I'm not right, no, I'm not right
 Maybe you will see it wasn't meant to be
 But it's not me...
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 The sins of the faithful
 The luxuries of regret
 And it's a faithless
 To have no loss tragedies
 An acted up rectification
 With all the best intentions
 Smite me for my inquietudes,
 No lie, no lie, no lie...
 Can't believe you say
 That you're better of this way
 But I'm not right, no, I'm not right
 Tell me what you see when you still look at me
 I'm not right, no, I'm not right
 I'm sorry when I say I'm still holding on today
 And will you forgive me
 When I found out I was stray
 On the outskirts of the room
 Doubled up on angel dust
 There crying on my knees
 For some god to come
 And save this lifeless soul
 And my ghost will wrap this words
 As you cry yourself to sleep
 I'm not right, no, I'm not right
 I never want to know what I'm capable of
 I'm not right, no, I'm not right
 Tell me its not true, but I will not believe you
 I'm not right, no, I'm not right
 Maybe you will see that it wasn't meant to be
 But it's not me...