This Is Not - Contact Album Version

I tried to make myself, fit inside your world
 My time's been spent on being the right girl
 How far away I am from where I need to be
 I'm so tired of this useless fantasy
 Oh oh, oh oh
 This is not what I need to be
 Oh oh, oh oh
 This is not what you mean to me
 I'm not losing hope, I'm not laying blame
 I know we both want love, we both feel the same
 I'm moving forward to where I need to be
 My life is spinning in this mystery
 Oh oh, oh oh
 This is not what I need to be
 Oh oh, oh oh
 This is not what you mean to me
 I tried to be so perfect
 Oh oh, oh oh
 This is not what I need to be
 Oh oh, oh oh
 This is not what you mean to me
 Oh oh, oh oh
 This is not what I need to be
 Oh oh, oh oh
 This is not what you mean to me