Paradox

I can't take this
 Forever I've wanted to be a lot more than just a person
 Not to play on the side of the humans
 We're forced to live and die in this system
 I can't see the logic that we are taught
 Pleasure is attained through freedom
 Pain is the answer
 Try to escape from the body
 Welcome to the paradox
 Can not take this
 I thought that pain was my savior
 Living a lie from what I'm thinking
 I'm chasing my life which must end right here
 How can I free myself from this world that I'm forced to live in?
 We'll see at the end that this idea freedom
 that you hold to yourself, can never
 Retrieve all the things that were meant to be
 if they're causing us pleasure
 I want to be the pain causing the change to our race
 When it hurts you
 I want to be the pain causing the change to our life
 When it hits
 I want to be what I am, not the circumstance of how I was born
 I can not take this, I will not take this
 I want to be the pain causing the change to our race
 I want to be the pain causing the change to our life
 I want to be what I am, not the circumstance of how I was born
 I can not take this, I will not take this
 Why should I take anymore