Double Arrows Down

I'm sitting here
 Tired of living life that's filled with fear
 It's not fair
 I'm just sick of being scared
 Sometimes life deals you a shitty hand
 Sometimes your day doesn't go as planned
 But with me
 I feel like all I do is bleed
 There's days I wanna close my eyes
 And never wake up to my numbers high
 Just lay there until all I read is low
 I'm sick as shit of all these pricks
 And everybody's ignorance
 This needle's wearing thin
 And there's no end
 I'm sitting there
 In another cold pharmacy chair
 Standing by
 While they suck my veins and wallet dry
 I can write all these defiant songs
 But my life is still reliant on machines
 And all I do is bleed
 There's days I wanna close my eyes
 And never wake up to my numbers high
 Just lay there until all I read is low
 I'm sick as shit of all these pricks
 And everybody's ignorance
 This needle's wearing thin
 And there's no end
 Last thing I remember
 Before you plunged the needle
 I lied there shaking on this cold gas station floor
 Eyes are rolling back
 Into my skull it fades to black
 There's days I wanna close my eyes
 And never wake up to my numbers high
 Just lay there until all I read is low
 The highs and lows and insulin
 I'm so tired of explaining it
 This needle's wearing thin and there's no end