Things I Wish I'd Said

An old face came to me tonight
 I don't know why he came
 A million memories flickering
 Just like home movies in my brain
 I turned to stone
 He stared at me
 What could I do?
 I asked him in for tea
 "Would you care for some tea?"
 Gone were the wild-eyed kids we knew
 Two adults faced each other
 We talked of trivialities
 Ignored the poison in our hearts
 We spoke of past and future dreams
 While in my head I suppressed frustrated screams
 Oh God, not you again
 Oh my God, not you again
 Oh my God
 The time it seemed stood still for us
 And then he rose to leave
 A million things I wish I'd said
 Things that must now remain unsaid
 I close the book inside my head
 And now he's gone, and a part of me is dead
 Oh God, I'm on my own again
 Oh my God, I'm on my own again
 Oh God
 Oh God, I'm on my own again and again and again and again...
 Always haunting me, those things I wish I'd said to you
 "Goodbye" (*sniff sniff*)