Not what i wanna do

Now it's coming back again
 and I should've known
 cause I'm home and on my own
 (but armed to the teeth)
 and it's all a mystery
 and it sneaks up on me
 and scares the shit out of me
 And I'm pissed that I'm
 awake looking for a reason
 it's not what I wanna do
 with just a little break I could be sleeping
 By the time it gets to me
 it's on it's own
 with no way to figure out where it's coming from
 it's such a mystery
 and this shit beats on me
 it beats on everybody
 And I'm pissed that I'm awake looking for a reason
 it's not what I wanna do
 with just a little break I could be sleeping
 It's all news to me
 all of this is news to me
 cause now we're on our own
 it's the last place left to go
 strange as we will ever know