The Terminal Breath

I court eradication
 For its most perfect rest
 I covet decay
 This life I dispossess
 Bring forth a thousandth winter
 To bring the thousandth death
 Consumed by darkness
 So gasp a terminal breath
 I became something I couldn't recognize
 And with my strength rendered impotent
 By a venom coursing through my veins
 Frantically I drown under the weight of a fool's crown
 I summon you to this realm of despair
 No comfort of light
 I call upon oblivion
 Trapped within the cold grip of night
 Obsessed with emptiness
 The eminent pain delivered in unfamiliar forms
 The spirit crumbles
 Torn and strained under its own rusted might
 I became something I couldn't recognize
 And with my strength rendered impotent
 By a venom coursing through my veins
 Frantically I drown under the weight of a fool's crown
 Oh deceiver, you have me
 How you crush me I can't see
 As I lay in your arms
 Whisper to me that I'm safe from harm
 Bereft of fervor
 I renounce this mortal coil
 Bury the remains upon a fruitless soil
 A dispatch of fate; the poison in my veins
 Fixing nature's aberration; Life, the hideous stain
 I decay
 I fade away
 I court eradication
 For its most perfect rest
 I covet decay
 This life I dispossess
 Bring forth a thousandth winter
 To bring the thousandth death
 Consumed by darkness
 So gasp a terminal breath