Today Is Not Real

In a half hour, I'll be fine
 The next 29 minutes are gonna flow like concrete
 My heart'll get so low, it could touch my feet
 So just leave me alone, there's nothin' I need
 I'll feel better
 I'll feel better
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 I'll feel better
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 I will admit the lows keep me alive
 If it wasn't for the changes, I would probably die
 Like how the dark never seems that dark when it's finally light
 My concentration is a knot, this depression keeps it tight
 I'll feel better
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 I'll feel better
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 I'm like the cold dead winter, finally looking for the spring
 You're the nice warm sun, you give birth to everything
 Like a patient coming out of surgery, I remember how to feel
 Like a traumatized victim, the past half hour wasn't real
 I'll feel better
 (I'll feel better!)
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 I'll feel better
 
 (I'll feel better!)
 So make up lies
 And convince yourself they're true
 Who am I
 To tell you what to do?
 In a half hour I'll be fine
 The next 29 minutes are gonna flow like concrete