Bob - Cousin O

Awaken in a state it's not my own
 The only thing that's real
 Is that amongst these walls,
 I whisper to a fear that sleeps in my soul
 Weighting on my conscience, but I think I know
 It hurts me to be angry
 Kills me to be kind
 But my only torment
 Is my own disguise
 Waiting on these favors they only come to show
 There's not much in them for you to hold
 Awaken to the sudden fact that I've
 Simply wasted chances, but I'm not yet to die
 Waiting for my temperament to calm
 Well maybe they can't hear the crap behind these eyes
 It hurts me to be angry
 Kills me to be kind
 But my only torment
 Is my own disguise
 Waiting on the favors they only come to show
 There's not much in them for you to hold
 It starts to become something
 I can't touch but you can feel
 But there's something else surrounding me
 It's not easy to see
 Awaken to the only chance I've got
 Hide behind these walls,
 I look through the cracks
 I see the same mistakes that I once made
 All that I can tell you there is a price to pay
 It hurts me to be angry
 Kills me to be kind
 But my only torment
 Is my own disguise
 Waiting on these favors they only come to show
 There's not much in them for you to hold
 It starts to become something
 I can't touch but you can feel
 But there's something else surrounding me
 It's not easy to see
 It hurts me to be angry
 Kills me to be kind
 But my only torment
 Is my own disguise
 Waiting on these favors they only come to show
 There's not much in them at all