While You're Twisting, I'm Still Breathing

I tear myself apart and I throw it on the ground
 in front of you
 Can't hide that I'm a social wreck
 And though I sit within the wounds that one day
 could destroy me
 Sometimes it's hard to find my friends
 As far us I can see it, I ain't got nothing else
 And with all that you've taken from me, you car
 answer that yourself
 This twisted world can sometimes seem like it's
 caving in around me
 But I will not let it waste my mind
 And though you're holding out on what lets me
 know where I stand
 Sometimes it makes it worse to know I ever trusted you
 As far as I can see it, I ain't got nothing else
 And with all that you've taken from me, you can
 answer that yourself
 Don't try it, don't tell me lies and call it some kind of truth
 Go ahead and walk me, walk closer, escort me
 right to the edge
 Push me, push me I don't care, 'cause I'll keep coming back
 Slightly stronger, despite the worlds you've left and
 unbled and said
 Well just keep your twisting, keep your twisting
 But I'll keep breathing, I keep breathing.
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 There it goes, you're burning, you can't anticipate
 The things you push for now are just forgotten
 the next day
 And there you're masturbating your own thoughts
 in our own eyes
 And there you push the things on us you
 won't let us deny
 There you go, you're pushing us again
 Well, I won't always help you understand
 there you're setting your whole life on lies
 Forget about tomorrow, we're all here to survive
 So you apologize and I accept it all on fate
 But still you do not try to push away your old mistakes
 And now I find myself underhand to what you want
 you think you'll find it better child
 Well, go out and find it all