Disappear

You and I can't get much closer
 In spite of what you want
 I'm done explaining
 I'm broke at best
 Non-existent
 Non-existent
 I lay me down to sleep
 And disappear, disappear, disappear
 Why is it you have a question
 For every single thing I do?
 Why is it you say you love me?
 Nothing's ever good enough for you
 What's the matter now?
 Have another one of these
 This will take the edge off
 And I never knew what it would be
 Decisions and decisions to be made
 They'll tell you what you said and what you did
 To break from the futility and run
 You speak through comparison
 You speak in tongues
 You listen suspiciously for gaps in my adaption
 You have no magic touch
 Please stop trying, sucking me dry
 And I never seemed to get it right
 It's like a shadow hanging over me
 You were the first, you were the last
 If there's a God, release me from my past
 I lay me down to sleep
 And disappear, disappear, disappear
 Disappear, disappear, disappear